successfully alienate everyone from my hometown
alienate myself from the opposite gender
alienate myself from the human race
PENDING PENDING PENDING PENDING
The smile from a wrinkled mouth or a child’s smirk sends waves through the ether and claws through my heart like an old song long forgotten. I sit on the couch in my therapist’s office, shaking my fists at a fresh set of problems, all rolling on the linoleum floor about my feet. My hand in your hand, I see boils bursting under my skin. The ugly sense of disgust haunts me; a demon on my shaky back. I feel your cock through your jeans and I tell myself I’m gay for the 75th time. I’m 16 with no control, but that’s an illusion. I tell you to go home. You ask why. Anger running breakneck speeds down my body, I tell you my head’s just full of muck and ooze. I tell you I’m confused.
Neon Genesis Evangelion | Hedgehog’s Dilemma
Edouard Boubat - Le Beguinage de Bruges, 1956